Giving Up is not an Option; It is a Decision

It doesnt really matter if you are doing right or good
But what matters is if you could or if you should
Bear with me and tell me that you are tired too,
Do not despair for my love will always be there for you

Sun goes down and Moon goes up
Am I tired? Is it really good enough?
Exasperated, Maddened
The answer sought to produce vexation; saddened

I whispered and had a deep breath
I Give up. I sit down.
Battling through life and death; in a really low state of health
In sadness, exhaustively drown

Pleading for mercy, please save me; I was drawned into the darkness
I gave my greatest decision
All throughout my life I lived with sadness.
Yes. Im doing it on my own. Live with happiness.

A very shining hand picked me up and said
"I was once tired too, but I entrusted it all to Him"
Offered His life; Remembered through wine and bread
It seems to be pleading is the answer; I am seeing dim

I saw the light with flying colors and vanishing darkness
Fear no unkind entity; be the captain of your own destiny
No more feeling of loneliness
He fought and defeated depravity for me

Reading this again I remembered
Whispering each and every word;
This things was right.
I should never give up the fight.

image source: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/smashing-the-brainblocks/201805/is-it-time-give-your-dreams